What Part of the Post … Um?

Post-part-um? depression.  The part of um that posts dignity into the learning relationship with self? or the space between the stimulus and the response? I too suffered from this – but did I suffer? and what did I suffer? I suffered to stop and observe I was suffering, I suffered the not knowingness of the space in between the transition of the who that I was and the who that I was becoming – I was treated, yes ~ but I wasn’t connected with in a way that supported my learning ~ I learned to take medication because my beliefs were entrenched in believing someone, other than myself was the expert and they knew best for me (mindless suffering). Now I am mindfully aware of my thoughts and beliefs and how attached I am in the present to them and in the moment I am better enabled to challenge my thoughts and what purpose they serve to exist.

Watching the Stream of Consciousness

Last night I had a shot of confidence, I went to bed and woke up …

It’s Sunday,  I have been wondering whether to stop registration for my www.idaremyidea.com website.  But, I don’t have to decide that until October 2012 – so what the fundamental.  Here I am.  Watching the stream of consciousness … ha ha.

Yesterday I went to a store where the service was less than “great” and knowing that I could get on Facebook and pooh pooh them – I paused to consider, what’s the point in that? I decided to have the conversation with the sales assistant, which – I might add that after 5 minutes there were 3 sales assistants assisting me with the decision I had to make.  I found it extremely irritating because they started to fight between themselves about the information that they were sharing with me.  I was getting a sense that this wasn’t the store for me.  So I said, you know what boys – I am going elsewhere, I don’t like the conflicting information.  So my daughter and I trod off.  Stupid, annoying and a waste of time.

Now it’s Sunday (because the last paragraph happened on Saturday) and I am typing away furiously because I have also noticed that when people say things about me it makes me ruminate (well, it makes me think about how I can squeeze out the good stuff from the wierd stuff) – so ruminate, what a psychotic word.  Ha ha, so yes, I have also decided that when I share something about myself to someone else that if it comes back to me a few times (re-engineered in another space and time, totally out of context and from far left field) I am going to laugh and be thankful that this person loves my movie.

Another thing I wanted to share was; and here we are … ! …. on about services again … BUT,  customer services are really hairy scary sometimes! … why? because they are so stuck in their own past that they don’t know how to connect with the present – the present meaning – possible sales! cash register strumming up dollar$- um hello, wouldn’t you think that companies these days have a Drucker head on them?!  anyways … don’t take shite, realize the illusion whilst it’s happening.

Talk about watching the stream of consciousness … so if any of you are reading this and wonder what happens next,  don’t regurgitate my past – surf the urge not to do it!!! – unless of course you like my movie ;0)

 

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I notice; between the lines that indicators of the past cannot be hidden & arrive at a cost to retrieve, this retrieval might develop discrepancy around the evolution of services to assist people live a life that meets with the value of their chosen direction; whether that is for the customer or the provider - even if this isn't consciously noticed in the process.

Citizenary collectiveness might be striving to live in alignment as a collective value; but the collective value might not be aware of the human strengths striving to meet them.